http://www.meditoxofpalmbeach.com/blog/loving-an-addict-and-loving-yourself/ News and Observations from the Fight Against Painkiller Addiction Fri, 25 Jul 2008 14:57:19 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.5 http://www.meditoxofpalmbeach.com/blog/loving-an-addict-and-loving-yourself/#comment-1343 Protect the innocent Sun, 15 Jun 2008 14:40:38 +0000 http://www.meditoxofpalmbeach.com/blog/loving-an-addict-and-loving-yourself/#comment-1343 TRYING NOT TO RELAPSE IS HARD,FINDING SOMEONE THAT STAYS WITH YOU THROUGH THE SUBOXONE TREATMENT IS EVEN HARDER, BUT I FOUND THAT PERSON. I DO COMPLAIN ABOUT THE WAY HE DOESN'T SHOW ENOUGHT AFFECTION WHEN I NEED IT THE MOST BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE HAS BEEN MY BACK BONE THROUGH OUT ALL OF THIS. HE DOES NOT TYPE WELL BUT HE WANTED TO GIVE A MAN'S VIEW OF BEING A RECOVERING ADDICT AND NOW LOVING ONE. HERE GOES, YOU FEEL LIKE IF I DON'T DO SOMETHING TO SAVE THE PERSON I LOVE THEN WHO WILL? SHE IS ASKING FOR HELP CRYING TO THE POINT OF WHAT LOOKS LIKE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN AND YOU ASK YOURSELF IS SHE REALLY GOING TO HELP HERSELF THIS TIME OR IS THIS JUST ANOTHER DAY OF NO PILLS. I SPENT 900.00 A WEEK ON HER PILL ADDICTION NOT TO MENTION WHAT SHE SPENT AND I WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH SHE SPENT. SO NOW THAT SHE IS IN A SUBOXONE TREATMENT I AM THERE IF IT COST ME A MILLION TO GET HER WELL! SHE DID SOME CRAZY THINGS ON PILLS, BUT NOW I TRUST HER WITH THE CHECK BOOK, PAYING THE BILLS, USING THE DEBIT CARD AND EVEN HAVING CASH ON HER AND NOT WORRYING IF SHE IS BUYING PILLS! SHE KNOW'S THAT I AM A HARD PERSON TO GET TRUST FROM, I HAVE BEEN IN HER SHOES SO I KNOW WHAT ADDICTS CAN DO. MY DRUG WAS OF DIFFERENT CHOICE THAN HERS BUT IT IS ALL THE SAME WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION. SURE EVERYTIME SOMETHING CAME UP MISSING I IMMEDIATLY THOUGHT SHE TOOK IT AND I WOULD RANT AND RAVE ONLY TO UPSET HER AND THEN TO FIND WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR. YEAH I HAVE BEEN THAT GUY ALSO, BUT WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE AND THEY ARE TRYING LIKE HELL TO HELP THEMSELVES YOU HAVE TO STEP BACK AND LOOK OUTSIDE OF THE BOX,I MEAN THIS IS AN INTELLIGENT INDIVIDUAL SHE IS BEAUTIFUL,SEXY,FUN AND WOULD GIVE THE SHIRT OFF OF HER BACK TO A COMPLETE STRANGER IF THEY NEEDED IT SO WHY WOULD I TREAT HER LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT WHEN SHE HAS ALREADY MADE HERSELF FEEL THAT WAY/ MY JOB IS TO LIFT HER UP AND KEEP HER HAPPY AND SAFE. I KNOW THAT YOU WANT A MAN'S OUT TAKE AND I HAVE ALOT MORE TO COMMENT ABOUT SO ANYTIME YOU NEED TO KNOW HOW A MAN FEEL'S I WILL COMMENT. ALL I CAN SAY IS WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES ANOTHER OPEN'S DON'T TURN AROUND AND OPEN A CLOSED DOOR. FROM PROTECT THE INNOCENT'S SIGNIFICANT OTHER. TRYING NOT TO RELAPSE IS HARD,FINDING SOMEONE THAT STAYS WITH YOU THROUGH THE SUBOXONE TREATMENT IS EVEN HARDER, BUT I FOUND THAT PERSON. I DO COMPLAIN ABOUT THE WAY HE DOESN’T SHOW ENOUGHT AFFECTION WHEN I NEED IT THE MOST BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE HAS BEEN MY BACK BONE THROUGH OUT ALL OF THIS. HE DOES NOT TYPE WELL BUT HE WANTED TO GIVE A MAN’S VIEW OF BEING A RECOVERING ADDICT AND NOW LOVING ONE. HERE GOES, YOU FEEL LIKE IF I DON’T DO SOMETHING TO SAVE THE PERSON I LOVE THEN WHO WILL? SHE IS ASKING FOR HELP CRYING TO THE POINT OF WHAT LOOKS LIKE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN AND YOU ASK YOURSELF IS SHE REALLY GOING TO HELP HERSELF THIS TIME OR IS THIS JUST ANOTHER DAY OF NO PILLS. I SPENT 900.00 A WEEK ON HER PILL ADDICTION NOT TO MENTION WHAT SHE SPENT AND I WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH SHE SPENT. SO NOW THAT SHE IS IN A SUBOXONE TREATMENT I AM THERE IF IT COST ME A MILLION TO GET HER WELL! SHE DID SOME CRAZY THINGS ON PILLS, BUT NOW I TRUST HER WITH THE CHECK BOOK, PAYING THE BILLS, USING THE DEBIT CARD AND EVEN HAVING CASH ON HER AND NOT WORRYING IF SHE IS BUYING PILLS! SHE KNOW’S THAT I AM A HARD PERSON TO GET TRUST FROM, I HAVE BEEN IN HER SHOES SO I KNOW WHAT ADDICTS CAN DO. MY DRUG WAS OF DIFFERENT CHOICE THAN HERS BUT IT IS ALL THE SAME WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION. SURE EVERYTIME SOMETHING CAME UP MISSING I IMMEDIATLY THOUGHT SHE TOOK IT AND I WOULD RANT AND RAVE ONLY TO UPSET HER AND THEN TO FIND WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR. YEAH I HAVE BEEN THAT GUY ALSO, BUT WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE AND THEY ARE TRYING LIKE HELL TO HELP THEMSELVES YOU HAVE TO STEP BACK AND LOOK OUTSIDE OF THE BOX,I MEAN THIS IS AN INTELLIGENT INDIVIDUAL SHE IS BEAUTIFUL,SEXY,FUN AND WOULD GIVE THE SHIRT OFF OF HER BACK TO A COMPLETE STRANGER IF THEY NEEDED IT SO WHY WOULD I TREAT HER LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT WHEN SHE HAS ALREADY MADE HERSELF FEEL THAT WAY/ MY JOB IS TO LIFT HER UP AND KEEP HER HAPPY AND SAFE. I KNOW THAT YOU WANT A MAN’S OUT TAKE AND I HAVE ALOT MORE TO COMMENT ABOUT SO ANYTIME YOU NEED TO KNOW HOW A MAN FEEL’S I WILL COMMENT. ALL I CAN SAY IS WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES ANOTHER OPEN’S DON’T TURN AROUND AND OPEN A CLOSED DOOR. FROM PROTECT THE INNOCENT’S SIGNIFICANT OTHER.

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